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  • 15th September
    2014
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  • 15th September
    2014
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  • 14th September
    2014
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  • 13th September
    2014
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The Unessential

The power of think twice. Or three times. Or four times. Or five, six, seven times. Have you ever desire something (or “something”) really bad until you bring it up on your prayer every day and night? I did. Latterly. I desired a thing (or “thing”), and every time I remembered that thing, something inside me sang “So please please please let me let me let me get what I want this time.." desperately. Haha! That bad. That pathetic. And then, because I reached that moronic state, I fancied what will happen if I finally get that thing (or “thing”) (please stop adding that “or thing” stuff!). What will I do, what will I feel. Will I be happier than now? I wasn’t sure. Then I asked myself, is it what I want? What I really really want? Until I begged for it all the time? Is it that worth? Long silence. I asked myself again, what if I can’t? What if I will never get that thing? You know what I ridiculously found out? Something inside of me answered, well, it’s okay! Yes, after several times of thinking, I realized that it’s not a big deal if I can’t get that thing. I perhaps deserve more than that thing. Well, what I want to say here is, yes, I still sought that thing, but not in the way like before. In the future, I will take a time to think clearly several times about my wish before turn out to be a fool who beg for it all day and night.

  • 13th September
    2014
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  • 13th September
    2014
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  • 13th September
    2014
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  • 13th September
    2014
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